I just posted the last post and realized I wasn't done talking! Taylor's at a class at Sierra College and so I've been here at the computer all evening organizing our photo files. It sure feels good to have it all in order now. Well now that I'm sitting here typing, I can't actually remember what was specifically on my mind...oh! (As Taylor would put it I'm suffering from "Mush-mom syndrom," a version of what my mom calls "mush-brained-mom syndrom." Sad thing is I think it really exists and I'm actually suffering from it). So last night I had a dream about our baby (aw!) and it was so amazing which made it extremely difficult to wake up and realize she's not in my arms just yet. The only thing that was a little unsettling about the dream was that our baby girl was actually a baby boy. Now don't get me wrong, I would love a boy just as much as I would a girl, but with all of the pink things, dresses etc., that fill the baby room...let's just say it's a little nerve-wracking. And like Taylor said, he'd probably be stuck wearing pink for the first little while. (Ha not really).
I'm finding myself almost in disbelief that I'm due in 2 and a half weeks. And what's more crazy is that technically she could come any time. Most likely later rather than sooner as statistics for first pregnancies show, but it happens. I'm nervous about labor but at the same time all I can think about is how bad I want to hold our baby in my arms. I love her so much already and can only imagine what it will feel like to actually see her for the first time! And of course I really can't wait for the heart burn to go along with the growing watermelon in my tummy. I'm also pretty nervous about the first few weeks after labor and delivery. It'll be nice to finally get into a rhythm with a new baby and breast-feeding and for recovery to happen. It's all so exciting!
Well my hubby is home now and so I'm going to take off. Thanks for listening, have a good day!
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